I'm scared about a lot of things. Mainly things that concern my future.
What if I don't get in to the school I want to? I have no backup plan on that one. There is only that one school I want to go to. What do I do if I don't get in? I have to get in.
What am I going to do if I don't get a job for the summer? How will I pay for school? I know we get scholarships in Norway, but if I'm going to America to study in two years, I need a bit extra money.
How will I cope with the transformation from High School to the university? I love my high school, I think it's one of the best schools ever. How will it be starting university?
I don't know what to do.
Right now I'm sitting on the bed trying to write a motivational essay. I don't know how to write a motivational essay, I've never done that before! What I am supposed to write? "Hello, my name is kgnsdfkjg and I would like to go to your school because jksdlgbdfkjgbkjsf."?
What if they don't think my essay is good enough? What if they think it's superficial?
I don't know what to do. I know I don't have the gpa that's recommended. I have a 3.6 gpa, and they would like a 4. Which I think I can get. I am pretty confident that my grades will be better this next semester, but they won't know that. They only have my grades NOW and my essay, will that be good enough to get accepted to the school?
On thursday we had our årsoppgave framlegg. It was a pretty big deal, and I can't believe that it's over. The last few months has been pretty hectic due to the fact that I started the årsoppgave later then I had hoped to. But I am quite happy about the result, and I hope I get a good grade. Or at least that I pass.
I feel like everyone was pretty nervous about the framlegg, except me.
But I think we all did a great job on it.
I know several of my classmates was so nervous that they wanted to cry up on stage, but they didn't, and I'm so proud of everybody for making it.
I can't believe it's been two and a half year with this class, and that I only have 4 months left with these amazing people.
Steinerskolen has really been an amazing experience, and I'll miss everything about it. Even math. But especially the people. Both the people in my class, and in 2th videregående, even 1th videregående and the teachers.
I think one of the subject I'll miss the most is eurytmi, believe it or not.
And I'm so stoked about the eurytmi trip we're going on in May.
My friend was playing random music and played some Simple Plan, which made me remember the obsession I had with Simple Plan a couple of years ago. Then I realized how much I remember of the songs, and how much they actually mean to me.